So, I headed to the kitchen, for some meditation. And what a bummer. I managed to produce a failed batch of chocolate pudding, using one of my favorite recipes (Enchanted Broccoli Forest, by Mollie Katzen). So I vacuumed the downstairs and cleaned the bathroom. Hmmm...that was fun.
Being temporarily adrift is not an earth shattering problem, I know. I live a charmed life and I do not take it for granted. I think I just need a little grey space to process all that's going on in my head and heart.
I will take a walk this weekend, that always helps. Look for signs of spring along the way! And maybe I can squeeze in hour in my studio after lunch today.
Life is an adventure, eh?
Faith and doubt, both are needed.
There lives more faith in honest doubt than in half the creeds.